Heart Breaker

Ladies,

hold your baby girls back.

Because I got a
STUD
on my hands.

He is one of a kind.
The whole package.

He might be a little flirty

but a great listener.

He is thoughtful

and persistent.

Laid back,

but enthusiastic.

Sensitive,

and a good smoocher,

with sweet dance moves.

Super fun with a good sense of humor

but humble 

He loves affection,

is a great cook,

and enjoys spending time with his family.

The best part is,

he is all mine!

That's right,
I got one cute, future catch on my hands.
And I am going to hold onto him tight.

I think I got it...

Though it might have taken a good 4 months,

I think I got this whole 'Mom of 2 kids thing'.

*WARNING*

anyone reading this post that is pregnant with baby #2...

you might just want to skip out now.

I didn't think that adding 1 more kid would be so hard,

but.

it.

was.

( Austin and Kayla before church)

I hear either baby #2 or baby #3 will break you..

I am hoping mine was baby #2.

I might have cried & felt totally overwhelmed lots.

I might have wonder what the heck I was thinking to add another.

I might have even complained to my mom, husband, girlfriends, facebook and blog.

But now I think I can handle

all the poop,

all the feedings & Austin's meals,

all the unbuckling of car seats,

no free time,

no sleep,

all the prep to just leave my house,

all the potty breaks,

all the toys, bottles, snacks, wipes, diapers, binkys, burp cloths, formula, bows, shoes & blankets shoved into my purse (am I missing anything?),

2 baths a day,

3 naps a day,

6+ diaper changes a day,

multiple clothing changes a day (Kayla poops out of everything),

all the crying,

the 3 year old tantrums,

the throw up of baby items in my house,

the wiping of fingers, noses, mouths, spit up, drool & my favorite, poop

plus..

laundry,

grocery shopping,

cooking,

cleaning,

organizing,

church responsibilities,

& Nick.

Where am I on that list...?

me. 

Here at the bottom.

Is it worth it?

yes, everyday.

It might have taken me 4 months to get here,

but I am

and I love it.

My friend Rachel told me that the best part of having baby #2,

is watching their relationship grow.

And she is so right.

I love that Austin gives her hugs (squeezers, as he calls it)

kisses,

Kayla giggles every time she sees him,

Austin "reads" books to her

and it totally concerned about every cry or whimper she makes. 

It is the cutest time,

that will be gone so quickly.

One day I will be at the top of that list again.

But for today,

I got lots of butts to wipe,

and it doesn't get much sweeter than that.

(Austin trying to nap with Kayla)

and for updates sake,

here is Miss Mckayla at 

4 months

and 5 months

Love that little girl!